Decade, enough to make a strong lasting marriage, a marriage can also collapse collapse, just as she and he. All commitments and promises, even the slightest vulnerability may not stand the test of years of feeling that the broken pieces, just a moment.
one day, he came back and said: I fell in love with someone else.
a word in, though cruel, but her heart is still nice, he said, is better than cheating.
actually saw some things early, but she could not believe that is the case. Therefore deliberately avoided, but really can not avoid, she is also the saying
She said: Let us divorce.
she take the baby back to their parents, went away, took scissors to cut the picture of two people, knife down, heart pain, that upset, in the end is love so many years, is naturally a certain injury.
screen flashed, that is, for many years, yesterday was also strong and healthy, he suddenly fell ill, very normal cerebral thrombosis, but half body could not move, and start a new married the girl of course about serving, please the people specialized care, may be minor details that others can take care of Office, Not a get? Unfortunately, he has not seen any improvement. Finally, a piece of paper placed bedside indictment of divorce, as then, only two players, and he signed it the next but he did relax. This time, a man alone, and men no reason to Xiang Nianqi her and the children, she began a good temporary torment in every morning to clear his nerves: wake up, morning light from the red cotton curtains came after the mapping She had to get up early, and the table he likes to eat the soybean milk and fried fritters, see his eyes, she came to him tuck tuck that sleep would be it, still early. Think of all this has already become the most warm and cruel memories.
live in a city, she quickly learned, to consider it in the tears still fall down, and she hastily entrusted the child to come to the bedside day and night waiting for her mother. Turn over fed, even after the scrubbing strip without any embarrassment she, slowly, he was well up, he went with her figure, but she did not look at him, just doing their fair share of things. Some people laugh at her silly, she did not have many words, but that he was the father.
In fact, much to her heart. Even those who love spend the day is not long, but it passed the period of road each Chanfu would say forget how to forget it, brought the family a hand is love.
him out of the hospital, he asked to go and she said, hoping to start again listened, her eyes elsewhere.
so many years earlier has nothing to do with our torn into two people, will never be the only way, if there are other stakeholders that the child is my flesh and blood, he is the father, and love has nothing to do.
this time, Rene Liu, that song is it coming: later, I finally learned how to love, pity you had gone away in the sea of people, and later, I finally understand that some people miss when no longer & hellip ; ... 2006/5/28 Magnolia when the flowers to tea
you really love is indescribable, on this I am speechless ... ...
magnolia campus this year especially the United States, but the magnolia blossoms bloom more beautiful girl I encounter. Was a chilly spring night, in dim light and Congju the flow, I caught sight of a goose wearing a yellow jacket
girl giving her hair, such as micro cloud interspersed There meteors across the night sky. The next day at noon, went to the school gate, when in crossing the road, right at a glance, that piece of light yellow has appeared. Jing Shu is definitely a girl, because the back of the package is yellowish; certainly good girl, born with a smile as. Later, she would often see. But do not know why, to see her, even always feel reserved. Indeed, may be a her temperament, I did not know what this temperament. ? Past exercise finished normally a person to drink alone, to find that has grown used to solitude and loneliness. However, since seeing her later, much as her dim Zuiyan in the shadow of the wandering, wine into the feeling of sadness, even loneliness and loneliness; worse, even patch of light yellow gradually penetrated the dream, lingering. Nanjing, the spring rainy ah, but do not like playing in the window, but as the knocked in mind, bit by bit, and does not understand this will awaken people's dreams.
always felt like she combed the banks of Ze sunset feathers of a crane, a slight sign of trouble, will Chongxiao away, then watched is a bleak one, Nothing is even more Lost it! And just as my wine tasting, wine on the table when not open, my heart seems to have support and feel as warm; wine tour line, my heart a trance while the eyes are a blur, for the time being forget the hustle and bustle world; but when the wine to do when the bottle is empty, loneliness strikes - no more looking at empty bottle feeling very lonely! She is like the setting sun was blue sky crane, I would like to quietly enjoy their hiding nearby and holding high the light fly; she is like on the table unopened wine, I would like to quietly use their imagination to tasting Ganmei Fang alcohol.
But it how can that be? So Nazhi leisurely crane finally flush away and disappeared in the sunset sky in the vast sky.
campus of Magnolia the flowers do, but also left the soil faint aroma. A few days did not see her shadow, heart, addition of even a dash of melancholy out of thin air. 1 Monday's evening, even looked up to see her wearing a white smock, his face with a natural smile, fluttering like a white cloud, however, to. I was sure some gaffe, and even then some stayed for a moment. They recovered after the poetic to germinate so readily to write a poem. ?
??Maybe I really was born with a rebel attitude; very young, they had to insert an apricot Binbian and go out on their own swagger, so elders shook his head; Later, reading poetry, Grandpa asked me: head. Childhood is the most intolerable bondage; very early time, life on the shock of learning to suppress I sprouted wine was read, but suffer little money, they often sell their books and notes to finance capital wine; and never bothered to care about others insight and comments, so that today has been a lot of misunderstanding, but never bothered to defend; I got used to the kind of thing as the lonely young age I would used his hands in his trouser pockets, with cynical eyes looked the world, calmly come away shocked.
but when I saw her, I suddenly felt the world, after all that concerns me; in fact it should be said, I finally found my world! So one night, I abruptly to the poem the students entrusted to her (my sister in mind that this is Hong Gu, unfortunately I do not know her name!), Indicating to turn to her, and Hong Gu sheepishly to make a pledge.
The next day was Saturday, I said to her: At the moment, I saw her eyes, is this pair of eyes that remind me of her mother's repeated admonitions! Early, the mother told me: If you really like a girl, must first look at her eyes, because only the girl's eyes will direct access to your heart, make you understand your feeling of love must have responsibility; do not want to know their obligations to the blind pursuit of a girl, not a man that is! Really, I do not know how many people have a favorite girl in love, when will first look through her eyes. I saw her eyes - big, and has a beautiful eyelashes; it is ah, so that the eyes if you let them hang crystal tears, your conscience will be disturbed by a lifetime! I began to hesitate.
the next few days is the Ching Ming Festival. Loving grandmother died, my life a lot less out of thin air comfort; beloved father died, my life a lot less courage out of thin air. We will never forget that afternoon after his father sent away, pointing to my mother, her family's elders, said: That night, I went to close the doors, said: From that afternoon, I knew what it meant to responsibility - responsibility to the students as much as possible not to let your family and your loved ones in tears, this is not easy! I do not know whether it is possible in the future really will not let his mother and sister for my sad tears flow, but I'll do my best. During the Ching Ming Festival a few days, I combed my experience, especially childhood develop the prodigal mind; I found that I may not deserve to pursue the pure and good girl, because I do not know whether I was worried from another responsibility. If it is said that before her eyes, just as seeing a flower, always wanted to take off to plug in the temples; but to see her after her beautiful eyes, a kind of deep-seated feelings deeply branded into my mind, that the question would be more intense sense of responsibility. I do not know how to do, really! After her last few years and to not come. Is a Saturday, that afternoon when I went to canteen to eat in the bustling crowd caught a glimpse of her presence. I did not go say hello, watched her as she entered the ground floor, I went to the third floor. If someone know about it, I might say dirty; so beautiful and kind-hearted girl, love is not to stick to pursue! In fact, this is not wrong, is also not wrong! Heaven may have despised me, and the third floor of the TV in place, So I rushed downstairs and threw chopsticks, anxiously waiting for her; but so many people come out from the ground floor, just not her! I was disappointed, but that she carried the pot out from the dormitory; disturbed feelings with which I greeted her. But the usual smile of the face is always covered with surface Shen watery, her side of the clouds as the day, shocked away - familiar figure, light green shirt, dark pants, Alice moving pony-tailed, red kettle?? 6 ;?
magnolia as elegant girl!
That afternoon, I sat next to the fountain for a long time, recalled from her face to the current scene by scene. I always thought he was very free and easy, what previously had thought that he does not really matter, it used to think that he will not hiccups have risen ???but emotionally it was before, until a beautiful girl such as Choi Ha slowly away to the west dissipated when it was his heart is such care. Light of night, the campus street lights suddenly look all bright; I look forward to teaching from the fountain to the straight piece of road building, are to be displaced from their heart, and do not know if I can find a home.
The next day, I met the Hong Gu. Several times, I want to help once again busy Hong Gu, told her that if I really hurt her, really sorry, I did not mean. But I finally checked her, because some things can be explained, and some can not explain; was always ready to explain, some people do not want to but never explained. I look down on bottom of my heart is always in the interpretation of men, because they simply did that in the rhetoric. But I admit that I really want to explain this, because I interrupted a beautiful and kind-hearted girl would have a quiet life, and caused her a lot of inconvenience; I sincerely ask her to forgive! I now realize >Feng Cheng Cheng: the grandmother met a grizzled old lady, pulling a small boy and six girls; grandmother asked an old lady can give her the old lady said with a smile can be, so the boy to a grandmother; when the grandmother led the little boy to go, he waved to a little girl, shouting her name to say goodbye. But the grandmother woke up, but I still can not remember the name of the little girl, just remember her with big eyes and beautiful eyelashes. That dawn, I will come to this world. Hit me from this strange dream that began in my life journey to find a note with big eyes and long eyelashes and beautiful girl, but has not been seen. In my mind, I am not familiar with Nanjing, but also not to mention like; but the way in school, I somehow chose it. In the past five years, my life, as always, plain as still water in the duckweed. Magnolia campus finally bloom this year, I at that quiet place he met a girl, when I feel
get her a kind of temperament, sound familiar. This may be a legend, inhibiting it might just be a myth.
was always prating about the fate, in fact, they simply do not know what is the fate; true fate is regrettable, as the two pass, has come out very far, but a kind heart, like a sudden Review of feeling, but when you look back at the same time, they will have in a big crowd who can not see who! Indeed, although the vast ocean, but it is also easy to find a drop of water; NTU campus although small, but when a familiar figure disappeared in the bustling crowd of the time, may never again see the bar.
in me have a very strong rebel and this may be an air of pride in the performance of containing it. When I venture to invite her to tea and was rejected, heart, very disappointed indeed. The mood was like a burning candle gleaming and was one blew out, and worse, since its no longer willing to ignite. Perhaps there are a lot of people say that girls need to coax, and always thought that such a person is secular at best, because I have not heard too Wenjun phase, such as coax, coax had never heard of Chang Chu Chen Liwei Gong, nor heard of Han Shizhong coax over Liang Hongyu ??• Some people say that love is blind, which is the Fuxin Han excuse; Moreover, it is a Western love, because they let a blind and the little boy as their god of love; us different and our love of God is the god of marriage, is over who know how to arrange to make love close to perfect.
hours grandfather asked what my vision, I said: But I said is true! Although I have not knocked on the girl's heart, but I feel some comfort, because that day I really won her smile, albeit with a smile refused my invitation. In fact, as long as enough of a smile, a ray of light wine glass of it, such as breeze. Camus in the I Bixixifu be lucky, because I enjoy the unique landscape for almost a month, and won a smile. Reading If someone needs me in this world to life Competing, such people have three: my sainted mother, my sister and honorable man with a pair of big eyes and beautiful eyelashes girl.
they feel tipsy feeling fills the air, and the loneliness and solitude is still as old; came at the door, and came back because I fear in the lingering twilight Zuiyan familiar figure. But no use, because that beautiful figure though does not appear in the blur of Zuiyan in, but appears in a dream: that piece of light yellow ground step by step in front of the steps, I followed slavishly followed ???
has never been in our lily write something today, the original purpose of writing this thing is to apologize for it, so a number of heart do feel better, but it is not the character I usually have to, perhaps I should magnolia Open the drop in this period did change. Also, I really would like to thank Hong Gu, intuition and experience later, I am Hong Gu is a really enthusiastic and kind person!
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